Poem - Contradictions

All I am right now is just
A living contradiction
All my hopes and fears and dreams and life
All jumbled in one lie

Yes, all I am in life is just
A living contradiction
All the things I've poured my life into
Are starting to untie

Because all I am in life is just
One living contradiction
And all my strenght in life is spent
Just trying to get by

I know all I am right now is just
One giant contradicion
And all I find in life right now
Is one big question: Why?